I want to Die....

one too many i guess.

I have chronic depression and have said those words many times and have attempted to carry them out a few times.I do take my meds everyday,but I still do get depressed.Now,with meds AND new skills,I have not attempted anything in a few years despite the low feelings etc. showing itself.

I have said this to my beloved friends as well as my mom and my sis several times

I hope someone as beautiful as you would never even consider it. If you did it, it would make the angels cry!

i said dis to my beloved...many times

i dont really i ve lost count:))just joking but ive said it pretty much times but only when i was in a dificult situation or i was very sad

I have said this in the past in the heat of the moment. Then I realized it is just not something good to say because I do not wish it at all and it probably doesnt make my loved ones feel well hearing it. If my family said it to me I would be really hurt. For that, I stopped saying it

Oh, thank God, i have never said it before, not even once. I am enjoying myself to the fullest. There are many loved ones around me especially my wife. So i just couldn't bear the thought of them being sad because of losing me. So i'll hold the thought until the time comes.

I think 2-3 times, n only to myself.

Oh, I can't tell you how many times I've said this. Mostly to myself, but when I was a little kid, I said it in front of my family a couple times. What'd they do about it? Pretty much nothing. Ok, so a counselor or whatever she was pulled me out of class and talked to me, but nothing else happened after that. My guess is that's about the time I started keeping everything to myself. Things only continued to get worse after that. A lot of help she was!

It has been awhile since I have said that, but it crosses my mind nowadays. But I wish it to one of my enemies.