what if i really committ suicide??????
By sj_chaudhry
@sj_chaudhry (1537)
Canada
February 7, 2007 2:10pm CST
yesterday i was so depress that i literally thinking about comitting suicide.... it is about my own internal hormanl changes but i felt terible after wards that what i was thinking was terrible..what if i really commit suicide??
does anybody of u guys feel depression up till that height that u might thinking about committing sucide?? share your feelings...
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4 responses
@designermom (69)
• United States
7 Feb 07
I've been there. My suggestion to you is GO TO YOUR DOCTOR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! There are ways to help you feel/think differently. If you feel that way again, and you're not able to get to your doctor, CALL 9-1-1! It may not be your fault that you're thinking this way, but it's very important to seek treatment!
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@sj_chaudhry (1537)
• Canada
7 Feb 07
thanks for your suggestion... well it is so out of control to think in that way.... at one moment was so depress then other moment i feel sooo good....
@designermom (69)
• United States
7 Feb 07
That actually sounds like Bipolar disorder. This is a very treatable condition, it's just a matter of talking to your doctor, to help you get on the right track!
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@sj_chaudhry (1537)
• Canada
7 Feb 07
thanks for suggestion.. yeah i already booked my appointment with my doc.
@dopey22girl (3319)
• United States
16 Feb 07
Ohh hunny please don't think of that sort of thing! I'm sure no matter what you are going through, it will get better. You would never want to kill yourself. I have had times in my life where I've considered it, and then things get better and I look back and thank God I didn't hurt/kill myself. I promise you it will get better, and you will be thankful that you didn't. Plus, you have a beautiful child, and you couldn't leave her in this world without her mommy.
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@sj_chaudhry (1537)
• Canada
17 Feb 07
thanks for posting such a lovely comment... i thanked to all of others who show there true concern and with good advices.
yeah i went to doctor and she adviced me to took proper sleep and atleast one hour leisure walk along with family... and sould talk atleast one person on phone or in person daily so that i'll not get tensed to stick with some nasty thoughts which come along while loneliness.
so i am trying my best to what i had been adviced...
@zainogenius (289)
• Pakistan
17 Feb 07
sometimes also get really depressed an consider sucide in fact i ve feeliong s just like u!!!
iit is all because of my familymember who blameme for their disputes !
this aint faorismetimesfeel like killing my self or RUNNING off from my homr!!!
@chhaganbhujbad (263)
• United States
16 Feb 07
hey listen... Just be calm... take it easy ok... Even I feel depressed a lot of times due to studies..but it sucks when you take such a decision.. just chill... hangout with the friends .. be cool and stay cooll....
@sj_chaudhry (1537)
• Canada
17 Feb 07
unfortunately i ahve no friends here and i am bound to stuck at home with infant baby. :-(
