stay at home mom is it a loss of independence?

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Being new to this stay at home mom thing its very hard for me because I have always worked and I feel like I'm losing my independence, and have to rely on boyfriend for things I never have before. Does this make me weak? I don't feel like I'm the mother I should be and I am working to get a degree but I'm still not sure what I want to do. It is an everyday struggle. When I was working I still had to cook and clean and it seemed ok because If I was tired we could go out to eat or sometimes he would even cook, but now its all my responsibility and I feel like if everything is not just how he expects it when he gets home he'll be made. No matter what I do housework is never done, and I still have to find time to study. What is a mom to do continue staying home or pack it all up and go back to work full time. I do enjoy being here for my girls and having time to cook good meals for them. I have found several WAHM positions to earn a little cash and many have helped and I will look into this even more in the next few days so thanks for your help in that category. I staying at home only for certain people or can I adapt?