i am leaving my job....m i right?

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a long perasonal story .but please readit and tlel me if i ma right...... by now you all must have known that i am working as a senior grade mathematics lecturer and a personal plus career counselor in one of the most reputed school of the town....with a population of more than a 5000 kids,,,, and i at this only small age was treated like a mtured grown up guy and was paid immediate attention, lot of respect and sense of gratitude by all my students over the past onn complete year..... now since I have to go to the college nor for starting my UG, i would be leaving the school job by, say, august.... so the school is not ready to appoint me as a regular faculty for any of the batches....as i would leaving in mid term---and has t5old me to work with them as a reliver-- a subsititute teacher.....I guess u understand the tierm...those who do not here u go--"(a subsitute teache ris one who takes the period of any and every absent teacher)".....but i feel tha after earning so much respect if i work like a substi i would be losing all the charm of the job and all repect and dignity that i earned so hard,,,,thereofre I ama just not able to understand what should I be doing? Please help guys.... I havent told this to the principal of the school because she is my mother and would really hate me go like this disappointed...and if i don't i ll have to stake up my dignity which means most to me....so what should i do? even if i leave my job right now I know finances are going to be thrashed like anything...but then self respect and dignity also play some role na??Please suggest me guys what should i do/??