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My boyfriend has a core group of friends that he spends a lot of time with. Most of the people in the group are couples, and his one best friend is married to this woman I cannot stand. She makes nasty, catty remarks to me that I always seem to catch, while the guys all miss it, and since her and I are consistently the only women that are always there, a lot of the time none of the other girlfriends aren't around to catch it or help me out. She's never really struck me as a sincere person, or warm, and I've always felt like an intrusion when she's around. When she's not, I notice everyone seems more relaxed but no one is going to tell her husband what they feel. I finally cracked and told my boyfriend the other day my concerns that she doesn't like me. He thinks I'm imagining things, but I think it's only because he holds her and her hubby in high regard for all the things they've helped him out with over the years so he's willing to believe the best about her. I'm honestly at wit's end as to what to do. I don't feel comfortable around her (I actually experience mild anxiety attacks and have to excuse myself to the restroom to calm myself down), and I told him I'd prefer not to hang around his group if at all possible, which brings up a problem. He works out of town for a month at a time and comes back and has a few weeks to fit everyone in. I'm priority #1, so he spends most of his time with me, but he does enjoy integrating me into 'the gang' so he can spend time with them and me. With me not wanting to be around since she's there most of the time (and we can't very well cop out every time she's there, since we'd have to ask whether or not she is), either his time with the gang is going to cut into our time, where I'm going to feel resentful or my time is going to cut into their time and either he or they is going to feel resentful. But I don't know what else to do. I work and live here so I can see my friends whenever I want, but he's only here for short periods of time, and as long as she's around (and since I believe marriage vows are for life anyway), she's not going anywhere either. I don't think my choice is unreasonable, but he's not happy about it. Anyone have any insight to offer?