Watching the horizon

If I am sitting on the beach and the horizon is the border between sea and sky I will get very calm and serene. I feel like the world is all open to me. It is the same thing if i am looking at the horizon across a field. If i am sitting at my boyfriends farm the horizon is very close. There are narrow fjords and tall mountains. Then I feel a bit closed in and almost suffocated.

Usually I do not sit, however, I am mindful of the distance and appearance of that at the skyline. I can see weather happening and approaching most of the time. The sun rise and set are usually pretty nice too. I know that I am small in connection to other things. It is good to be a part of something so much bigger than me. I have a bigger connection to nature that I really do humans.