My husband is a cuddler and I am not

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Boy, does this cause problems. My husband is so affectionate and sentimental and I am not. I know,usually it is the other way around. Women are usually the ones complaining about lack of attention from their husbands. That's one of the problems that I thought my marriage would not have - I don't complain from lack of attention but TOO MUCH! I think that love is a haven, something you can relax into, be comfortable in. I don't want to always have to perform, follow a script, prove the passion. If I am confident that you love me, I don't need to hear it a dozen times a day. My husband is the complete opposite. He wants to cuddle, kiss, gush and confirm all the time. It all seems mindless and generic to me. If I hug you, you can best believe that it is personal and not just an automated response. I don't want to sleep with your hot, breathing flesh pressed against mine. It doesn't mean that I don't love you and find you desirable. I just want to sleep! Shouldn't you just know that I am glad to see you at the end of the day without me rushing over to the door like a shut-in puppy? Ironically, it hurts my feelings that he doesn't just know that I love and appreciate him. I mean, my god, I'm his wife. I chose him above all others. I choose him every day when he opens the door and I am there...even if I am on the phone or the computer or polishing my toenails! He takes it so personally that I am not the touchy-feely type. Even though I wasn't like that when we were courting. He seems to feel that, because we are married, I should suddenly become Sandra Dee. I think that part of the issue is that when we were dating, he felt that he still had options but now that we are married, I have become his sole source of female affection. And I'm just not physically gushing. Please don't hold my hand while I am trying to eat and don't summon me for a kiss. He was mindlessly, constantly rubbing my back while we were watching a movie the other night and I asked him "What? Do you think a genie is gonna pop out and tell you how much he loves you?" Hurt feelings the rest of the night. Why can't my feelings be respected? Why is it that the way that I love is not considered loving? He says our roles are reversed, I say that he knew me before he married me. He seems disappointed that I am the same person. My lack of sentiment has never been this big of a problem in a relationship before now. I love my husband, I am loyal to him through thick and thin but I can't stand seeing his sad, unfulfilled face whenever I don't follow his script of affection. What to do? Are there any other women, anywhere in the world who feel as I do?