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My goodness, ESKARENA1--do you want me to write a novel here? LOL There are SO many things I want to do with my life as I feel I've only stratched the surface and I watn to be able to accomplish everything I've set my sights for. I've had so many weird set-backs in life it's not funny. I've always dreamed of success in life, personally, financially, professionally. The whole kit and kaboodle. Yes, I long for a lot of financial success, as then I could live the lifestyle I long for....it's almost ironic that one major set-back had been developing panic disorder with agoraphobia...where that came from I have no idea..but it's held me back in all too many ways to count..but I do plan to be an overcomer...I say ironic, cause one of the things I had fantasized about was to do a lot of travelling all over..with my camera in hand ...I still want that. With financial success I could live the way I want to...a wonderful house right smack in the middle of a wooded area...perhaps a New England state like New Hampshire--I'm a tree lover and just want to be surrounded by trees, maybe a little brook or stream..Believe me I'm fed up with living in a city area, in a small glorifed studio apartment! It'd be great not to a have to scrimp and try to save--I'm on SSI Disability and just barely surviving--hate that. As for professionally--I want success in my photography and writing--that recognition of my "art" Mmm...is that asking to much? LOL

If I had unlimited cash and time I'd be living in Jamaica with my husband, kids, my pets and some of my very close friends for half the yr and living somewhere in Europe the rest of the yr I think...and i'd just be enjoying life with the ones I love close to me...