Responses to My Discussions

@SheliaLee (2736)
United States
April 10, 2007 8:51pm CST
I just want to thank all of you who have responded to my discussions here on MyLot, especially the ones I have started regarding my children. Your responses have been so sweet and heart warming that they have brought tears to my eyes. I honestly don't why I felt led to share about them, but something just put the urge there for me. I believe God leads us to do things at times and doesn't give a reason, I believe we just need to do as He leads. Maybe someone else needed to hear them. That is my heart's desire to always be in His will and to be the mother to my kids, the wife to my husband and the daughter to my mother that God would have me to be. I still go to my mother for advice at times. Even though I'm married and have a family of my own and my children are pretty much grown, I still depend on advice from my mother. She isn't one to interfere but she is there when I need her. I feel the same way about my mother-in-law. I love them both dearly and have the utmost respect for them. I hope I can always be the friend for you here at MyLot that you have been to me. I have really been blessed since joining this website. God Bless You all!! SheliaLee
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Amber
@AmbiePam (120763)
• United States
11 Apr 07
You just brought tears to MY eyes! I had a really hard day today and reading your stories, including the one about your son, was a blessing. Sometimes, it's hard for me to know in my head as well as my heart, that good things do and can happen.
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SheliaLee
@SheliaLee (2736)
• United States
11 Apr 07
I'm so sorry that you have had a bad day. I hope tomorrow will be better for you. You know, the time Amanda was born and they told me about her problem I started blaming myself, wondering what I could have done different during my pregnancy to have kept this from happening to my baby. The doctors told me it wasn't anything that I had done but I still blamed myself because I had a sinus infection and I was afraid the medicine I took for that caused the problem. They assured me it didn't, it was just a congenital defect. I have still wondered at times, Lord, why did she have to go through that and why did Stuart have to have this problem? But I know he does have a plan and he is in control. I don't know all of God's plan for Amanda but I do know she is a very compassionate person and loves to help people. She is going into physical therapy and I believe she will be wonderful at it. She also loves to sing and I believe somehow even with being in physical therapy she can minister to people also through her songs. I don't know how much Stuart understands about being a Christian, but I just continue to pray for him that he will soon understand. That is what hurts me so because I don't know how to get it across to him. But I know in my heart that should the rapture take place tonight Stuart will go to Heaven because he hasn't come to understand yet. One of these days when we get to Heaven I'll understand it then. Bless you and again I hope tomorrow you have a wonderful day. If I can ever be here just to listen please know I'm here for you. If you ever want my phone number just e-mail me at my regular e-mail address at stevenmccrary@bellsouth.net and I'll gladly give it to you.