How do I stop being friends with a friend you love.

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Ok I have a friend and she and I have known each other for about three years and shes been dating this guy whom i also know for about fours years. I cultivated deep feelings for her and about a year in knowing her i wanted to date her but her boyfriend she dating know told me that he loved her. so i backed off know they have a kid and she says she loves him and i guess he loves her they have been trying to keep it together. know lately we been getting ready for school together and these feelings i have buried away have comeback. subconsciously I'm telling myself to deal with these feelings because they hurt to much to keep holding on to. well I want to tell i love her but can't so the only way i know is best is to stop being friends with her everytime I around her i want to kiss her so much. But i can't because of her situation, so I need to know wether to keep fighting these feelings and stay her friend or to cut her off as a friend without telling her why?