Guts and wishes.

The list is long..lol. Finally get past the past and fully realize that all there is, is now. To change my life and live as I have dreamed it. Free.

I wish I had the guts to do a parachute jump. As I am afraid of heights I don't think I could ever see myself doing it. I had the oppotunity to go on the London Eye but chickened out because it is too high up! It must be the most wonderful feeling to soar through the air.

Honestly, I have a crush on a guy who I always meet him near my workplace, I would like to start a conversation with him and make friends with him, but I just do not have the gut to do it ,every time I just let him pass even though we have eye contact. I do not want to go too far here, I would like to make friend with him now, I hope I will have the courage to do it when I see him again.( but I always tell me to do this everyday when i see him).

I've always wished I had the guts to go bungie jumping. I have never done it. I have suffered with anxiety/panic attacks for 9 years now and think if I could just face that hurdle and go out there and do it, that my panic attacks/anxiety would go away. Heck, if I can live through falling hundreds of feet from the sky, then I should be able to live through anything right? We have a place here in VA Beach that does that during the summer. I may just have to talk myself into doing it one day.