please help me on this ..?

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me and my boyfriend broke up last night . we've been together for 10 months but there were too much problems being together.. and its been a hard time for me ever since we broke up, i've cheated on him once by kissing some other guy but i've been loyal to him ever since , i just feel so much pain knowing that we two arent together anymore. i want him back so badly but it seems like he doesnt even give a fcuk about me anymore .. i just wish i can rewind time and undo the wrongs , what should i do , i really dont want to move on , i want him and that's all i need . if your going to say " once a cheater , always a cheater " thats not true , people might change and i guess the quote " you never know what you got til its gone " is the best quote for me right now , sigh i just dont know what to do .. help please ..