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skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 2 Jul 10

I don't know why the bfs I'm with in a relationship have been abusive or mentally disturbed. I could have been with other people but don't know why I don't have feelings for those people. Everyone else seems happy. High school...

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skaterx i have that idea, but i know its seriously flawed. Not everyone is happy. At least some people act like they are really happy. Actually some people came out to tell me how happy they are, and thats ok since they are my friends, but in a way seriously rubbing...

3 Jul 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 26 Jun 10

I don't know why, but it doesn't load anymore. IT doesn't load in IE either But it does load in Opera.

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skaterx ok I should try that at some point, but right now im using Opera because it gets me no problems :s. thanks

27 Jun 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 1 Jun 10

I think its a horrible thing to say. I'd never forgive my mother for all the pain she caused me no matter what. How am I supposed to heal from that? I can't even treat her like normal because i'm bitter about the bad stuff she...

abuse

family

sadness

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skaterx Im not sure anymore if she said maybe it would be better if i wasnt born, because she miscarried her first child and she wouldnt have had me if she had the first one and my brother. but anyway the part about accident she did say. and thats a stupid thing to...

3 Jun 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 1 Jun 10

I think its a horrible thing to say. I'd never forgive my mother for all the pain she caused me no matter what. How am I supposed to heal from that? I can't even treat her like normal because i'm bitter about the bad stuff she...

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skaterx I'm going to really ask my dad soon, because im not going to be able to see him until he answers up to what he did. Ive told these things to my mom, but she sometimes is silent or sometimes snaps. but yeah, i am working on it. thanks for contributing to this...

1 Jun 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 1 Jun 10

I think its a horrible thing to say. I'd never forgive my mother for all the pain she caused me no matter what. How am I supposed to heal from that? I can't even treat her like normal because i'm bitter about the bad stuff she...

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skaterx That's really terrible. Actually my dad also touched me inappropriately once, and then i started avoiding him ever since then, because i was so scared he would do something worse. and he was always so angry at everyone. he acted controlling and dominating like...

1 Jun 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 1 Jun 10

I think its a horrible thing to say. I'd never forgive my mother for all the pain she caused me no matter what. How am I supposed to heal from that? I can't even treat her like normal because i'm bitter about the bad stuff she...

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skaterx She said it once. But obviously it was an accident for THEM and not me. im happy with who i am. i just dont like or respect them that much for hurting me. i cant live avoiding my parents. i mean i dont live with them. they seem normal and 'better' now, it...

1 Jun 10

desrie @desrie (297) 31 May 10

I just had a very interesting dinner with one of my best friends and colleague today. We were in our third glass of white wine when she suddenly blurted out, " Des, I'm 30, single and lonely.. Help me out..." Mid-life crisis at...

lonely

single

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skaterx u go do that :) sounds like a good idea! The vacation part :D. have a fun vacation, meet more people!

1 Jun 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 30 May 10

Life's easier to work out in retrospect. I always get into the dilemma of mulling over decisions. But if i make the wrong choice, i mull over again about making the wrong decision. If i don't mull enough over the original...

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skaterx Some small things I do let slide or eventually forget about it. But actually the major decisions in my life have been pretty good apart from the pain that it brought. We can't view the wider picture until the end of our life, so its hard to know whats right...

31 May 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 15 Mar 10

Sometimes I feel so tired. I want to have fun in my life, but at the same time a lot of stuff weighs me down, like working to earn a wage. Or doing things because I have to (for now). It really weighs me down. Then I get so tired...

energy

life

passion

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skaterx It's pretty interesting. Actually mostly thinking about any positive about myself lifts mood. I feel most depressed if i'm thinking about how i failed or that things have gone bad. Visualising is very good actually :) thanks for reminding me of...

17 Mar 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 15 Mar 10

Sometimes I feel so tired. I want to have fun in my life, but at the same time a lot of stuff weighs me down, like working to earn a wage. Or doing things because I have to (for now). It really weighs me down. Then I get so tired...

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skaterx Yeah that's true. And your kitty cat :). I think friends are really important. I think its one of the most important factors in life. I mean, when i socialise with people, it doesn't matter so much if im bored with my city, if my friends are fun to be with...

17 Mar 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 15 Mar 10

Sometimes I feel so tired. I want to have fun in my life, but at the same time a lot of stuff weighs me down, like working to earn a wage. Or doing things because I have to (for now). It really weighs me down. Then I get so tired...

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skaterx I also moved away to a different place. I guess its about where you move also. Every place has advantages and disadvantages. I might move to somewhere with more sun :P

17 Mar 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 15 Mar 10

Sometimes I feel so tired. I want to have fun in my life, but at the same time a lot of stuff weighs me down, like working to earn a wage. Or doing things because I have to (for now). It really weighs me down. Then I get so tired...

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skaterx I've been feeling for months like having a vacation lol, has been a harsh winter here, and still is snowing STILL. Where do you want to vacation :P? lets see if ill go there

17 Mar 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 15 Mar 10

Sometimes I feel so tired. I want to have fun in my life, but at the same time a lot of stuff weighs me down, like working to earn a wage. Or doing things because I have to (for now). It really weighs me down. Then I get so tired...

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skaterx Right now i feel really tired cos got up early for an appointment, then went to school only to find out today it starts in the afternoon, so practically falling asleep now. I socialised yesterday in the evening so basically was out the whole day, its both good...

17 Mar 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 15 Mar 10

Sometimes I feel so tired. I want to have fun in my life, but at the same time a lot of stuff weighs me down, like working to earn a wage. Or doing things because I have to (for now). It really weighs me down. Then I get so tired...

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skaterx But I think that's what gives people more energy: doing things they like to do. If they didn't like they were doing each day, life would be really tiring. Yeah I agree, the more passion you have for what you are doing, the happier you are.

17 Mar 10

skaterx @skaterx (530) • Finland 15 Mar 10

Sometimes I feel so tired. I want to have fun in my life, but at the same time a lot of stuff weighs me down, like working to earn a wage. Or doing things because I have to (for now). It really weighs me down. Then I get so tired...

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skaterx what kind of vitamins do you take?

15 Mar 10

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