Any football coaches here? Help me!!!

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I am having problem with my football!! I am a 17 year Old midfielder. My performance is getting worse to worse and i am losing my first team place!! I dunno why i am losing myself. I can't play well, i forgot to look behind every time the ball comes to me, i can't dribble pass people, i fear to ask for the ball, i dunno what to do when i receive the ball, i got scared when someone close me down, my passing doesn't reach its destination under high pressure. I seldom look up and see what is happening around me, i can't read the game!! I am losing my soul!! Can anyone help me? What's wrong with me?