"sTill c0nfuSed.. huh" heLppp...

Hi darkond, You know im quiete confused with you too. heheehhe. sori i didn't mean it to offend you. But im quiete confused of your reasons why you are confused. confusing? Well anyway, life has many things to offer us and many of us makes the reason to continue living because of our love ones. They are our inspiration in working so hard. And the reasons why our lives are so colorful. But in your case, if i understand it right, your already not happy with the stuff you do for your love ones. If your already thinking that way it would just be right to tell them straight to their face what you are feeling.Coz its not healthy that you are still trying to do things to them thats makes you unhappy and you are just pretending. Make things more clear to them and most especially to yourself. Do not do things that you don't fell like doing. It will only add to your confusement. Always do everything with pleasure and make sure that you loved what you are doing. Just think of the good reasons why you are doing it for them and why you are not. Weigh the situation don't act as if your ok when what is true is your not. Or if you dont have any choice just view it in a positive way. And just enjoy...