depression

Oh I know my way around depression! I am bipolar and have to be on many medications to control my depression. About 10 yrs ago I even had to have shock treatment to get me out of the very dark place that I was. The treatment took away a great deal of my memories including those of my children. Also now I am almost learning disabled I have such a hard time learning things and I have no short term memory. I understand though that at the time it was necessary. I still get bouts of depression that often leave me in my bed. I am a Christian so most of my strength to get out of it comes from Him but I have to do alot of self talk that things are not as bad as they look to get through.

um yeah ive been suffering from depression since I was a teenager, im actually getting sick and tired of subjecting the initial fact of suffering from depression thAt I will note I am slowly beating my depression and excepting I have to face my problems before it can get any better, I have faced a huge problem already and now Im on my way to feeling alot more positive about the future but still have to work on my motivation to get things done, Im an artist but Ive been unmeployed for the last 1 and a half years and I need to get myself out of this horible rut im so useto.