my secret longings of a sister

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i am the eldest in a family of nine. my first sister (which was the second)was taken away from me by a relative. at first i never knew the story and i was not greatly concerned about it. the next sibling i had were mostly boys until God gave us a baby girl when i was eleven but another relative took her again. fortunately, she was just residing next door, so i had the chance to interact with her but not generous time enough. God is faithful for bringing home another girl when i was sixteen. Luckily she stayed with the family but i have to move away since i have to attend college. thus, i could only spend time with her after every semester. i had three sisters, but none of them i had the chance of cuddling. i can only see them but i cannot embrace them. i can only talk to them but i cannot reach their inmost thoughts. i haven't told them how much i love them. i haven't made them feel how much important they are to me. now, i am being taken away all the more by destiny and distance. i have only one hope to me with them.