when death feels like the ultimate freedom...
By cafemocha
@cafemocha (14)
Philippines
July 24, 2007 1:59am CST
What do you do when life comes so hard it almost feels like you are trapped in a burning building and dying seems to be that door beneath the flashing red sign that says "exit"? The door that promises freedom from the pain and fear you are currently in? Would you really stay to put out the fire or take the easier way out?
There are countless stories of depression and hopelessness that eventually lead to suicide attempts; some live through it... others, succeed. Sometimes you don't know who to feel sad for... those who gave up on life too quickly or those who have to stay and live?
How do you deal with moments like this? Are there classes that teach self-defense when the killer is your own self? How do you live when you have lost all the will to do so?
If there is an answer to this,..i wish more people knew..,
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3 responses
@Jane_Harper (61)
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26 Jul 07
You say that you've been working through your depression for months now, I know you don't want to hear this, but it can go on for years.
You also take medication to 'lift your spirits'. While this will probably help to some degree, it isn't the entire answer.
The only way to beat depression is to solve the problem that's causing the depression. Yeah, I know easier said than done, but it can be done.
You are obviously very low today and struggling to cope. I'd be more than happy to help you out if you'll let me. We can talk privately via 'send a message' or something. I've been where you are right now and I can't bare the thought of you being alone. I understand if you don't want to talk about personal things to a stranger, but an experienced outside view can often help.
Don't suffer alone...
@rogue13xmen13 (14403)
• United States
25 Jul 07
I used to feel like that too, sometimes it still hits me, but then I realize that I do have a lot to live for.
