Have you ever imagined that your parents died?

Philippines
August 11, 2007 3:41am CST
For those who still have their parents with them. Sometimes I imagine what I would feel like if my lovely parents die. And every time I do that, i have this disturbing feeling within me. Fear? Yes I guess I'm scared. It's like I really can't bear the pain of their loss. And sometimes I wish that I die before them. Everytime I think about that, tears swell...
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@lilaclady (28240)
• Australia
11 Aug 07
When I was a little girl I used to have nightmares about my parents dying, I would wake up crying it seemed so real but I never told them, my dad would come to me and I would tell him I felt sick, I was lucky to have my parents until they were in their eighties, they are gone now but I think I just loved them so much when I was little I feared so much that I would lose them, I hope you have your parents for many years to come....
• Philippines
11 Aug 07
Thanks for the comments, yeah parents are blessings to us no? And I admire those people who kept their bearings in the wake of their parents. Because if it was me, I may lose my mind. I hope I could be with them soon...
11 Aug 07
yes this thought has crossed my mind, especially when you hear of someone else dying but I try not to dwell on it as it just upsets me so i quickly push the thought away. Yes sometimes i would like to go before everyone i love coz i couldn't bear the pain.
• Philippines
11 Aug 07
yeah that usually happens when someone else die, i also not dwell on it too much, and with that, I make sure they are happy while they are here because they are precious to me.