failed?

Yeah.. I did... but then it is not gonna make me lose my love for her... coz it is forever..

yep, sometimes its easier to pass the road to heaven. no more worries, no more pains, no more suffering. But hey, life will not be life if our days are just full of happiness without trials. its trials that makes us grow and appreciate the finer things in life that money can't buy.

I experience it a lot, i almost failed and i always failed. But if you entertain failure, what will happens to you. Life is a trial, it is always a challenge. As we go wake up in the morning,you have to face the challenges one by one. It is for us, to grow, to believe in our self, to be strong, to help others. If we did not experience failure, we did not know how fruitful it is to have success. Everythings happens for a reason.

I almost experienced that. I was actually on a verge of breaking up that time. I was so numb. And many people really told me that I looked stressed out and burned out. I can't even figure out my life after that incident. I felt so helpless. I felt disgraced. But I was still lucky enough because my wife was with me all along. She helped me through. She made me stronger. And she supported all my decisions. I love you dear.

I have been through several storms in my life. If there were happy moments, for sure there were bad times too. Faced with trials and tribulations, I just got hold onto the hands of God and claimed His promise that He never would forsake me, He's only a prayer away. My personal conviction tells me that God gives us trials because He want us to be more close to Him, to love Him more just as what our parents do when they 'spank' us because we do not obey what they say to us. It's a disciplinary action for us. We have to go through these difficulties because they are a part of our growth, for our spiritual development. For God is our Potter and we are a clay. He molded us to what He thinks is good for us. He is trying to build in us good qualities like becoming stronger with Him, brave, patient and enduring. We also suffer because we live in a fallen world where sin reigns in the hearts of men since the fall of Adam and Eve. We suffer because of our own foolishness. We reap what we sow We sometimes suffer because it is God’s discipline. “For those whom the Lord loves he disciplines, and he scourges every son He receives” (Heb. 12:6).

yeah...it's a normal experience and that's what we call "LIFE". So many trials and hardships in life that would make us a better person...maybe it's up to us how we handle things in reality and we can only acquire things if we have faith in God...and have the courage to carry those heavy loads to achieve a wonderful "life"...