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I hope thing have gotten better since you have written this.

I came and grew up from poor family. I can feel the bitterness and the doleful life of what you are having now. But you must motivate yourself, 'after a storm there will be a calm'. If that so and a such problem that you are having now, don't stay in the 'storm'. Move out from that 'storm area'. You and your sister have to find one new peace area and environment. I know it is easy to say but hard things to be done. But better take bad reason rather than none. Worse comes to worse, that is the only solution that you have to build up your new life or so called as 'turn over a new leaf'. I still remember in my hardship life, nobody will or can help us, unless we ourselves. Wishing your the great best of luck for now and in the future.