Missing out on love
By jona06
@jona06 (78)
November 12, 2007 12:39am CST
Missing out on love
I'm the type of girl who just can't overcome the fear of love.
Do you ever get like that? I can't seem to fight for what I want. It's like I'm stuck in this fantasy world where my prince charming will one day come for me. But I'm missing out that way.
There are so many guys who hold my heart and who make me fell but I can't find the courage and confidence in myself to test it out and see if its real--if I could find that everlasting happiness that many seem to find so easily. I'm always jealous and envious, but why?
How could I possibly be when its myself that holds me back and prevents me in finding that solace in anothers arms. I yearn for that bond where we can just sit for hours and talking about nonsensical things or gazing at each others' eyes in silence and just enjoying the moments we spend with each other.
When he holds you unexpectedly and you ask why and he just smiles and says because I just want to be close to you....to feel your heartbeat next to mine. Aren't an impossible romantic.
I want that feeling....to be loved and to loved wholeheartedly without reservation. My insecurities hold me back....
will I ever overcome them and find that special guy with a smile that melts my heart?????
3 responses
@ebtenorio (765)
• Philippines
12 Nov 07
Only one thing I could say and it comes from the Bible:
"House and riches are the inheritance of fathers: and a prudent wife is from the LORD. "
King James Version
Proverbs 19:14
In your case, a husband (or someone to love to). The right person will just come. Don't look nor search for him, let GOD deliver him to you or you to him...
God bless you.
@mythical01 (184)
• Philippines
13 Nov 07
i believe that we are destined for somebody!!!!
maybe when you had that heart broken thing, it's not love that you felt.... i believe that there is someone destine for you that have a snile taht will melt not only your heart but your other organ as well!!!!
@shakirabijin (79)
• Philippines
13 Nov 07
yeah of course you can still overcome that one, believe me...because it happened to me before. I feared to be in a relationship with someone, probably because I am to affected by what happened to me in the past relationship I have. I know that you have your own reason why you are experiencing it, but whatever it is, I know that you can overcome it. Do not let fear grows stronger than love...
