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it's been awhile already since the last time i visited this website. i've been very busy with work and family. but today i feel so low. my previous posts, regarding hate to work and having a new business. my husband and i, we were both company employees. but now we have our own business that we run together. now we have financial problems. our business isn't really enough to support us because we're small entrepreneurs. we pay our bills late, our rentals, everything. now my husband is deciding to go back to work. he says it would help; we'll have two source of income. but i'm trying to figure it out, we man the business. if he'll find another work, i'll have to pay someone to help me in the business since it requires two people. and even before that we were both working and earning, we still have the same problem, house rental and bills. i really dont know what to say to my husband now. and i really dont know what to do. actually, what i really know would solve our problem is to have our own house. but everytime i think about having a new house would give me another thoughts to think. this is very complicated. i know guys you would react differently to my story. it's just my way of expressing my thoughts.