I have tried to change my self til now! Do I really that stupid?

Indonesia
January 1, 2008 2:56pm CST
Confuse mode--ON I'm an angel (they said)... While, another angel said that I'm fool, naive, stupid, can't stand like a man should, needy, spoiled, too stupid, childess, cruel, not understanding, stubborn, not sensitive, can't do anything right, always wrong, can't finish anything right... ... . . . . . . . . . . . Is that Angel so right? That I'm not the angel should be?I know I should change! but why the damn feeling. It happens every time. I mean every time. My blood boiling so I can explode and destruct evrything in me. Have you ever felt the same? have you? I just don't know what i'm feeling now, this very moment!I'm desperate. ... . . . . . . . . . . . .
2 responses
@cyberfluf (5005)
• Netherlands
1 Jan 08
Everyone feels like this from time to time. There are people out there that will make you feel bad, will say all kind of things about you that might be true but can also be very untrue. Also, it depends on how people say it. For example, I know I have a hard time no interupting in a conversation when I'm really excited about it. One can say: "I can see you are excited, but please be patient as it bothers me" or "KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHOT YOU ARE SO ANNOYING"; sence the tone? Both are true, but I would surely prefer the first one. Every person has his or her flaws which makes them unique and beautiful. You are beautiful, you are an angel. Love, Yolanda
• Indonesia
1 Jan 08
Calm MODE-- ON Thank you for your respond. That's a very well said. And very true, the skill of communication needed. I'm very understand what you said. And, I can respond in every positif way to that kind of words, but It's hard when It came from beloved. Hahahaha. C u around Cyberfluf
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@cyberfluf (5005)
• Netherlands
2 Jan 08
That's true, if someone you love tells you these horrible things you will most likely exept them as the trueth because you expect that someone to know and love you. Perhaps you can talk things over once you both are calmed down, and tell the person how these words effected you. If that person really cares for you they'll understand. They might not know the impact that it had on you. All the best, Yolanda
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• Indonesia
5 Jan 08
Yeah, I agree That works. I always hope Thank you
@ssh123 (31104)
• India
3 Jan 08
Thanks for sharing your confused mind with us. Please donot confuse us further. We have in our own nice world. Thanks and with regards.
• Indonesia
5 Jan 08
Huehuehue... how could such a confuse can confuse you further... I'm not trying to bother anyone here.. . hehehe... well, thanx for respond. Unpredictable one.