i had a wonderful time with my boyfriend

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I was able to snap out of my depression late last night and I decided to meet up with my boyfriend this afternoon (read: we didn’t break up, there are just times when I feel unloved because I don’t get that marriage proposal yet). Anyway, I went to his store and stayed there awhile as he worked. Afterwards, we went malling. It wasn’t much really, except that we roamed the mall and browsed through the stores and whatever we fancied. We didn’t buy anything nor did we eat anything. The entire activity lasted only about an hour and a half until we decided to go to his house and eat dinner there. But it was an amazing 90-minute period! We just shared jokes, laughed, talked, and laughed some more. We just bonded and it felt good. Maybe because I was able to let out those concerns about getting married before seeing him. The process helped me to just enjoy the moment and be free to bond with him. I just hope though that I don’t get tempted to plunge into depression again. Thankies!!!!!!! :-)