What would make you feel better in this situation?

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I am feeling great today but yesterday and the day before I was feeling completely worn down and stressed out. I felt like my body was actually breaking down but it appears like nothing a days rest and good night sleep couldn't rectify. I said to my husband and daughter if I could only sleep for half an hour I think I might feel better and I will then make dinner. To their disappointment I went up to bed. I was woken up in an hour but just fell back to sleep and when I kind of woke about another half hour later I heard my daughter leaving to go home. About another hour I came down stairs and my husband went out to order pizza for us and our one granddaughter who is staying over for the week. I still didn't feel great I felt drained, weak and vulnerable to a breakdown. At least this is how I felt and I am not sure why because really I have a easy life. Hubby went out to get pizza. I felt like crying because I had wished he would have just made some dinner himself. Or my daughter could have instead of everyone waiting for me. Yes I should appreciate he went out to buy dinner but we eat out quit often and really what I needed was someone to not take the easy way out and some how say we understand by making me dinner. So I felt like take out was a slap in the face. Is that weird of me to feel this way? Do you think I am just ungrateful? I just felt like gee sure you don’t' feel like cooking so you can go get take out. I mean I know I could of done the same thing but really if I had asked it would of been a bit of a grumble; for example will we ate out the other night can't you make something. And I would have said yaw but I didn't feel like crap the other day. Am I spoiled, ungrateful and selfish or what?