How do you feel being an employee?

Sorry to hear you feel your personal hell is your office. I have worked in office jobs for my entire career and love it! I work in a fantastic office now with a cool boss and adorable colleagues. They're like my family. We all get along and we have so many perks that it doesn't feel like work! We can listen to music on our headphones all day, some people even watching their fave TV programmes or films whilst writing code and as long as our work gets done, our boss is fine with this. I think if you are so miserable at your workplace, it means it's time to move on. I hope you find something more suitable and satisfactory for you :)