One topic you can't post about...

I can understand why your sad loss makes it too painful for you to discuss. I think everyone has something they don't want to talk about or finds it difficult to write about. For me it would be my personal relationships. Although it is many years since I was married, and I am now divorced, I would never discuss details of my marriage with anyone. It's too private and, although I have not forgotten, I no longer feel any bitterness about it.