Can i pull the trigger now?
By ozzeth
@ozzeth (940)
Philippines
May 5, 2008 12:11am CST
Sometimes i can't avoid to think in killing myself by using a gun. Crazy thing right? I don't even have a gun! Lol
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I try myself not to think too much of the things that can really make a person crazy that will push him to pull the trigger into his head. I let myself to smile everyday to show's some hope. I don't want to be a detailed in sharing with you what's on my life because geeessssssss..yucky! i already hate to make a drama! Well, we can blame ourself to act as a drama queen sometimes. But too much of it is already an unhealthy thing.
Our mind is so powerful..Our thinking can control our emotions. It's a psychological matters. I am just greatful that God is always there with me. HE give me strength to fight all problems that i have! My family and one special person whom inspires me to move on!
Sometimes i just laughed when i am thinking some situations in my life that i pass through..Life is really unfair sometimes and bias..But without my life right now. I will not meet the special persons in my life and i will not be here with you guys!
By pulling a trigger? Just forget it! God and His Son Jesus Christ are always here besides me and not letting me to do that crazy thing. 
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I try myself not to think too much of the things that can really make a person crazy that will push him to pull the trigger into his head. I let myself to smile everyday to show's some hope. I don't want to be a detailed in sharing with you what's on my life because geeessssssss..yucky! i already hate to make a drama! Well, we can blame ourself to act as a drama queen sometimes. But too much of it is already an unhealthy thing.
Our mind is so powerful..Our thinking can control our emotions. It's a psychological matters. I am just greatful that God is always there with me. HE give me strength to fight all problems that i have! My family and one special person whom inspires me to move on!
Sometimes i just laughed when i am thinking some situations in my life that i pass through..Life is really unfair sometimes and bias..But without my life right now. I will not meet the special persons in my life and i will not be here with you guys!
By pulling a trigger? Just forget it! God and His Son Jesus Christ are always here besides me and not letting me to do that crazy thing. 1 person likes this
1 response
@teka44 (3420)
• Brazil
5 May 08
Hi ozzeth. You are right. Kill yourself isn't the response. Yes, life is unfair and people are nasty sometimes but you are young and hope is the best gift that God offer to humanity. I don't want to share all my life, but you can't imagine what happened in my life at the long of the years. What happened in my life could be shared with 4 lifes lol.
But I'm still here and God gave me a better gift: my daughter. Who knows what God reserve for you? Still hopeful and wait. A long the years I have see many things my dear, nasty and bad people receiving what deserve and people that have received unfair and pain receiving what deserve too. It is why you need to get in the road, because YOU DON'T KNOW THE TOMORROW. I really hope that you feel better since you seem to be a nice person.
My best wish for you
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