i feel like i'm starting to dislike kids...

Philippines
June 4, 2008 12:29am CST
as some of you know what i am to go through for this coming 6 months of my life..somehow when i first started the therapy i feel like i'm starting to feel more depressed and had started to get easily irritated..its could be the effect of the medicine for the therapy..see now i started to feel like i dislike kids..and i don't want to see kids anywhere else..i feel like kids are making me feel depress more because i wasn't able to have kids..i only got one who died almost 3 years ago and with my condition right now i'm not able to have kids.. whenever i see this kids running around and playing..i just get easily irritated and i just walk away..and i don't wanna see kids even on the television.. i've never been this way before...just now..
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@blackbriar (9126)
• United States
4 Jun 08
Sounds like it is a side effect of the medicine you are on, angel, cause that doesn't sound like you at all. You love kids and I wish you could have more, I really do. It could also be depression setting in with not being able to have any as well. I've been praying for you, my friend. Praying that you come thru this ok.
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• Philippines
5 Jun 08
i know this isn't me..i used to love and adore kids so much..but it seems like i'm not fond of children anymore..seeing them makes me upset and depressed more..your prayers are appreciated my friend..i hope i will pass through this test once again..
• South Korea
5 Jun 08
blackbriar is right. It's doesn't sound normal to dislikes kids. They are the most precious gifts on earth. Try to control what's your mind is telling you. Reverse Psychology. Also,maybe it's time again to consult the matter to your Psychologist. Be strong. You can overcome it.
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@faith210 (11233)
• Philippines
4 Jun 08
Hi angel_of_charm! I somehow know how it feels like to have no children. I know for a fact that you are such a good person and I know that you could have been a great mother. What you are going through may be just a phase because you are faced now with the reality of being not able to have children of your own. It is maybe one way for you to not be hurt with the circumstances surrounding you. Resenting kids is just a way for you to fight your sadness within. I know things will be well for you again my friend. Don't lose hope. We are all entitled to at least have one miracle in our lives. Take Care and God Bless my friend.
• Philippines
5 Jun 08
and i guess i deserve one good miracle..lately i had felt that whats happening to me right now is just not understandable and i'm starting to feel its unfairness towards me..
@kun2349 (23475)
• Singapore
4 Jun 08
MAybe it's due to your shadow of wat happened to your own child and thus causing this.. MAybe all along u are just avoiding the actual problem and think that u can just let it go naturally, but after u start to undergo therapy, all the memories are starting to unfold again and u have no choice but to face it once again.. And so when u see kids, u will feel guilty in a way and thus u dislike them now..