do you ever wish to go to sleep and never wake up

That really is the best way to go. Quick and painless and you're never even aware. I also fear of suffering from a disease. But unfortunately I think I will most likely get cancer because it's prone in my family. Even so, cancer has become a big issue over the past ten years. It seems like everyone is getting it. It really makes you think. So no I try to stay away from high fructose corn syrup, which is a leading cause. Not to mention the environment too.

Nothing could be better than that, to die in ones sleep. At the moment there is a lot to do in my life but when i become old i will pray to God to release me in my sleep and also keep me healthy always.

it also happened to my life many times. may be i was so sad. may be i was also depressed that i thought in this way. it is monment when you really do not want to face the world.