Do you Have a flutter occasionally (gamble)

I love to gamble so I have to watch myself and limit myself as to how much I can spend every month. I like to go to bingo once a week and that usually costs me about $20. And I like to go to the casino about once every two weeks as that costs me about $100 each time. I rarely ever win anything so I don't know why I like it so much. I just do. But when I do win it is so much fun. It gives me a high, an adreneline rush. A chemical rush to my brain that makes me giddy and happy. But if I lose, which is almost always, I sometimes feel bad when I get home. But usually I am okay with it. Gambling is an addiction and has to be carefully monitered by yourself. So be careful you don't get in over your head. I know lots of people who have lost everything they own to gambling, including me. Not my gambling but my husbands. He forced us into bankruptsy because of his gambling and I have left him because of his compulsion to spend every penny he made.