I Entered My Room and I’m Lonely Again

my room - messy and nice
@fedge098 (1331)
Philippines
August 30, 2008 1:33am CST
After some exciting activities outside, watched a movie, spent some time with my best friend, it seemed I had one of those great days. I ride the cab and reached home after a few minutes of travel, got a hold of my door keys and opened it up. I enter my room and everything that is happy seemed to be left outside my door. Now I’m inside my room and I feel really empty. Yes, I watch any channel I want in my television set. Yes, I get to exercise a bit whatever time is on my watch. But still I am in complete sadness. I feel something is missing. Someone is missing. I know I need someone. I know I know that someone. But still I can’t take that someone in. That someone is the missing piece of my puzzle, but that someone seems not to fit in it. Hopefully that someone will someday come with me and change the mood of my house. I am praying that someone will be there to keep my whole day a better day, better than yesterday, and getting better tomorrow.
1 response
@veejay19 (3592)
• India
30 Aug 08
You have a bunk bed in your house.Isn`t anyone sharing the room with you? do you know that i have not been outside my house since 1987 because i am handicapped and on a wheelchair. Also there is no one in my house except a helper who comes at8.am and leaves by 5.pm.Then again i am alone till 8pm when another man comes and stays with me the whole night. I have very few visitors andvery rarely.Well ,how do you think i feel? To tell you the truth i never feel lonely and do not miss anyones company.Anyway i hope somebody comes into your life soon and drives your loneliness away.Best of luck.
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@fedge098 (1331)
• Philippines
30 Aug 08
I used to share it with my brother but now he's staying in the province. You have a more difficult situation than I do. I hope you find a better way to make you happy. Thank you for sharing.