MY FIRST LOVE AND HOW MANY AFTER THAT???

My first love name was Justin. He drove me crazy. I never loved anyone like that again. He was the best thing that ever happend to me then. After that though, I loved this other guy just like I loved him. But, as time went on and many boyfriends later, the love I had for my first love wasn't the same for the rest of them. I love my husband very much, but it isn't the same like my first love was. He was different and special in a very different way then my husband.