if you have the ability to change something(s) in the past, waht would it be??

The only thing I wish to change from my past is to have grown up, sometimes I wish I could go back to those care free days, return to innocence. But I am not afraid of my responsibilities as a grown up and will do them to the best of my abilities.

I hate repenting over things happend in past. Specially the decisions I took. But I am compelled to tell you that the decision I would not taken if given a chance to go back is to quit the previous job and join with the current job.

I wish I had not fooled or played around with my former girlfriend back in college. My cousin introduced me to her unexpectedly because we had a drinking thing in a mall during that time and thats the time I laid my eyes on her and aske myslef I gotta meet her. Eventually we became partners and it so happened that I was the first guy that she has ever been with at that time. I was her first boyfriend and I was too dumb to appreciate that because those times for me were just parties and socializing. So I ended up hurting her feelings by going out with other girls and simply by being a jerk towards her. Whenever I think of that scenario I totally regret it because she doesnt desrve anything like that from a person. It just plainly sucks to think about it.