Yes I Hit A Woman...I am Sorry...

United States
October 6, 2008 1:08pm CST
I live with that nightmare everyday, I can't be more sorry in my life for what I have done.. to Hurt a woman that I love.. The fact is we go married after the fact.. I was with a frind celebrating, I was not going to home to my wife because she has not time for me, she can't even pic up the phone and call the day after, but she can call the police and ghave me hauled away, they break down my door ransak my mother's home looking for a gun none found, looking for drugs all in Charlene's name... How many times do I have to pay for a crime... Therefore the is no love, I was by myself with a friend and we laughed and were happy I got married, the only person who got angry was my new wife- I will never make that mistake again, Love cannot exist, to do that call the police because a person is angry that I drank, and was not going to see her anyway because she has no time for me, the only reason I saw her on Friday because I was applying for a job and happen to see her at the trolley, not because she wanted to see her own husband- She works and goes to school but when she is not working she sleeps, and I found out she is not staying wher she said she is staying-- how many people get newly married and you can't see you wife, or you can't call her or she has no time to see you- What is ther to workout- I give up, we are not ment to be if we were she would be here, like our wedding vows said- I can't beleive in love--
4 responses
@sray81 (50)
• United States
6 Oct 08
well, love is real i just don't think u and ur wfe are in love newly married people usually live together unless the other is in the military or something like that. i know first hand marraige can be rough be you either need to work things out or move on.
1 person likes this
• United States
6 Oct 08
I don't live with him because he kicked me out and my hours changed at work around the same time, so when we married I was unable to get to his house at the time I got off because of public transit doesn't run at that time. So, we had been looking to get a place together her where I'm at but he's not working and my check won't cover it. I'm in a sober living at this time and he can't live with me. Only women and SOBER one's at that.
@coolseeds (3919)
• United States
6 Oct 08
You should be glad that she cares enough to send someone to keep you from killing yourself. Maybe you shouldn't have been playing head games saying that you were going to shoot yourself. If you didn't say things you didn't mean then you wouldn't be a liar. You should be glad that she still speaks to you. Now be a man and quit whining. Stand behind your word because it is all that you have got. Don't say things that you don't mean.
@checapricorn (16061)
• United States
16 Oct 08
[i]wow..this is sad! I mean, you are newlywed and suppose to be celebrating..Maybe you just need to sit down and talk and clear everything, your expectations, your plan and dreams and hand in hand you will live that each day supporting with each other! you can tell her that you want to happen in your relationship and tell her how you feel and in a way she can also tell you! If you hit her, apologize since in the first place, any husband has no right to hit their wives and vice versa but if you love each other, I know you can settle this![/i]
@grammasnook (1871)
• United States
6 Oct 08
Nothing for nothing but dude you have to get off the PITTY WAGON. Be the responsible man and stop whining and do something about it. Sure you can be sorry but chances are you will hit her again if you do not get help. Saying you are sorry doesnt mean crap. You violated her well being, The love you do not believe in is the love that you should have for yourself. Everytime something goes wrong will you be going to get the booze. She is doing something with her life and you can not stand that you are jealous of the fact that she does not need you. How can a man with responsibilities just get up and quit a job because he doesnt like it? You always wait until you have other employment. Hold on I seen that you had written they broke down your mothers door? You went and got married and was playing house at your moms? Get the help you need and find the love for yourself.
1 person likes this