wishing for death to come..suicide or not?

accident - accidents are inevitable
@eiram25 (1077)
Philippines
October 11, 2008 8:17pm CST
i'm just in a terrible situation.kinda makes me think of suicide but it's a mortal sin so i better erase that thought.lolz! but what if i wish for an accident to happen to me and eventually die because of that,do you think it will still be suicide? whatcha think?
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