I am trying to afford myself
October 22, 2008 3:09am CST
nowadays, i am thinking through all the ways about how to afford myself. now i am in shanghai, this is a big city in China, so the expenditure is bigger than staying in my formal home.
22 Oct 08
when i am teenager i use to do what i wanted to be and when the time that i do not have money, i will find a way just to afford myself but now that i am having my own family, myself is not important, i just want to give the right that i know my child will feel happy of it. before i buy a thing for my self i have to think many times if that is really important or not, because it is not so easy to find a money this days for we have to prepare the future of my kids so that they will not blame me when they grow up that i did not give them what they want.
22 Oct 08
i think it is good to be independent and stand on our own feets or else it is everytime a problem we have to ask for everything whom we depend onto. but dont worry and try hard and you will surely reach some way and you can do it. i know this task might be difficult and it is dificult but the life is full of difficulties and once you find something good i am sure you will be happy, so take care and all the best.