Are you happy?

now ,i am not happy at all,i feel in trap in a trouble ,because i can't see the hope and any value in my life ,i just see a lot of things that underworld ,i feel i start to lose the confidence and hope and the passion for this world ,,,,i even avoid some things some people even the closely friend ,,,,i just want to live in the deep village in order to avoid the mundant world ,but in this wold ,i have some peole is my love that hate to depart with .i need them and i know they aslo dind't leave me ,for ex.my mother my father and my grandmither,, now,,it seems i live in this world just live for them ,,and anyone i even can lose it ,i never care about the money ,the power,the love i mean man and woman ,,i also lose the feeling about love ,, i just know the real love in this world is too much few,,,,, when you are depressed ,on one can help you ,and no one will take pity on you ,,,

Yes everyday i use to feel that am happy for i love my family and in times of problems my daughter and my son relieve the sorrow that i try to hide from them. I think most of the time is sad to me because i am in the place of my MIL that i wanted to have my own home to my family but then because of not capable to have it, we are living at one house with full of sorrow because of some personal problem that my mother in law and father in law have. But in every sad situation there is also a happy time when me and my husband, together with my two kids and my two niece, we still feel the enjoyment at home and do some joke which we can do smile even many problems arrived.