November is not a good Month for me

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I can say this is my worse month in year 2008. i can feel that i have given a big responsibility and have a sad moments. November 8 - we confined my mother-in-law to the hospital because of her nervous break down and a mind heart attack. November 10 - was the birthday of my son and we celebrate his day to the hospital just to have a family gathering and we try to have a complete family celebration. November 17 - i receive a very bad news from my long distance family, telling that my father was dead. The horrible feeling that i could not explain my emotion receiving a shocking news. November 28 - my mother's birthday November 29 - my father's burial I feel that i have a loaded sacks on my shoulder that i could not breath well when i am alone. I try to be strong to my extension family here like my parents in law but deep in my heart i wanted to shout to get out what's inside of it. The only thing i do now is to share my sadness to my co mylotters so that i can express my feelings just to lessen my moments of trials.