an aspiring...

@orevro (715)
Philippines
November 21, 2008 9:48pm CST
right now, are you doing what you really want to do? I'm studying to be a nurse but i'm also an aspiring photographer and painter.. Nursing is a part of the medical field and it's really a long way from photography and painting which is art.. my parents wanted me to study nursing and i did what they wanted me to do but i still feel like its not my forte.. I'm not really happy with what i'm doing and a lot of times, it's frustrating.. I'm not an expressive person and i feel that through art, i can show my emotional side.. I feel that studying nursing suppresses my emotions even more because you can't show your true emotions to your patients, you have to empathize with them and not sympathize..
1 response
• United States
22 Nov 08
I'm in school right now learning how to run a not-for-profit organization. I do really what to do that with my life, but I have these other ideas, maybe it's just senioritis or fear of my future, but I really want to get a different degree once I graduate. I understand you feeling torn though. It sucks trying to figure life out.
@orevro (715)
• Philippines
22 Nov 08
yes it really does, i've been studying for almost 4 years i'll be graduating in less than 6 months.. and i'm still really confused..