Have you ever said goodbye to your lover for ones' happiness?

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Im having a contradiction in love and today I want to share it with you. I fall in love with someone,she is not much beautiful but look lovely,I suppose.She learn very well,of course better than me for now.She is nice,friendly,lenient...generally speaking our dispositions are fairly suitable.Nobody love me until her,she often takes care for my success in learning but I also often meet setbacks in some exams even if I used to say to her that I would try hard to gain my aims.I,for the time being,I feel underconfident whenever standing in front of her because I feel myself small compared to her.Sometimes I think that I need to run away from her,which will bring her happiness.Perhaps at that time she will find someone else to love her rather than me as well as better than me but you know,it is difficult so much.Personally,a good man must be a tower of strength to his lover,being good and qualified enough to give his one a happy life.Therefore,I am in two of minds about this.In your opinion,WHAT WILL YOU DO?