addictive relationships

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are you in an addictive relationship? I live my life always affraid that I am going to be alone. I am addicted and feel that I can't do it on my own. Sometimes I feel I would be better off alone because I have never been alone. I have so many issues with feeling insecure that I will take whatever crap that comes my way weather it's being continuously yelled at or called names verbal emotional and mental abuse because I feel I just can't do it on my own. I cant stand up for myself when it comes to confrontation with my spouse cuz I am so affraid to be left alone. We fight and argue constantly and really there are more bad than good things why is it that I can't get myself out of this mess and be happy am I so used to being unhappy that I don't know any better?