Bills Bills Bills

I pay a certain amount of each bill every week so when the bill comes at the end of the month, most or all of it is paid off.

Cry. No seriously, I have been in that predicament for so long now that I can't remember what it might have been like to have enough income to cover my expenses. You have heard people say that they are trying to make ends meet? Well, I can't even get them to wave at each other. I am always having to decide which bills to pay or which necessity to buy. I wouldn't know how it felt to have my bills paid on time or be able to have the things I really need without scrimping. I am not talking about luxury items that I could do without but basic things that are needed to care for myself and my home. I just told my daughter today after coming back from the store with about half the things I went after that I am real tired of living like this and I want 2009 to be better. Actually what I really said was I wasn't going to live like this in 2009.

in the last couple of months it have been that way. But from the next month i should be back to normal, where i have extra money. But well, theres not much to do. I work som extra hours and i try not to waste money on things i don't really need.