Do you fall with your bestfriend or one of your friends/BARKADA even you have BF

Yes, before when I was in High School I fell in love with my best friend and I think that's the stupid thing that I have done in my life. The only difference that we have was I don't have a boyfriend or I am not in a relationship. But even though I don't have a boyfriend still I had hurt so may people especially those people who has a feeling for me.. Well, I honestly know that they like me more than a friend but I always pretend that I don't know anything since I just like them to be my friends.. Nobody stop me to stop loving my best friend not like you but I decided on my own that I need to stop falling in love with him since he never love more than a friend and he just treat me just like his younger sister.. Well, me and my best friend will always be just a friend forever I guess.. Now, I have already a boyfriend and we were together for more than 4years.. I love my boyfriend more than anything else in this world. On the other hand, my best friend is already getting married soon and I wish him happiness with his future wife.. Don't worry I don't believe that you made or choose a wrong path since you both didn't intentional want to hurt your boyfriend.. Everything in this world has a certain reason and there's no permanent thing.. As days goes by everything changed and sometimes the unexpected things we will always encounter in our life.. Its up to you to decide whether who you love most, your boyfriend or your friend.. Its only you who can solve and answer your problem.. Just follow what you think is right and able to face the consequences soon..