& Fate Skips...

@tessah (6621)
United States
March 21, 2009 9:15am CST
those who know.. know the more intricate details of whats been transpiring in my life as of late, so i wont get into any more of the insidious points. sides... happy is so much more fun to write about and share anyways after the mess of everything, my nearest and dearest scraping me off the pavement and gluing me back together as best they could holding me up till i could stand on my own ( i love you guys btw ) i got myself together, got my priorities in order, pulled my head out my a55, and took a shakey step forward.. then another that was a wee bit less shakey.. straightened my spine and put a steady firm foot on the ground and looked up. the Gods think They`re slick.. and Fate spins the Wheel with an echoed giggle and set me to walk straight into prolly the most amazing individual of the male persuasion i have ever had the pleasure to know. at the time not knowing whether to shake my fist and prepare to brawl, or fall on my knees with an exasperated "thank you".. ive since chosen the latter of the two. Life is funny sometimes if you can see past the din to the clear blue. hearts mend, spirits rise, and Love begins again.. if you allow it. not wanting to wind up being one of those scorned and bitter women that sink into solitude with 17 cats.. not only for my girls who were suffering enough as it was without adding to it the witnessing of their mother self destructing.. but just simply to not allow anyone (leastwise someone so beneath me it was mind boggling) the power to take from me what matters most in life, ive allowed it. and ive found myself happier than i have ever been. a new Life, a new Plan, a new ME has the world ever turned on its heel.. flipped you clean upsidedown, insideout, and tore you completely to shreds.. just to hand you something better in the end? tell me about it
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@Opal26 (17690)
• United States
22 Mar 09
Well, hey there Tess! Welcome back to the land of the Loving??? Is that what I hear from this shrouded, cryptic mound of words that you are sort of speaking? I think that is well~awesome! I am so happy to hear that you are well and maybe happy! Whatever it is that has got you back here and feeling all new and changed or redone or whatever you want to call it I am more than happy to know about it! And to know that it is better than before is as you say "a feather in one's cap"! I am so glad that you have turned your life around and made things better for you and the girls, because they are the most important part of your life, I do know that! So my dear Tessah! All's right with world and Spring has sprung! Love is abound? Send some of that magic my way!
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@tessah (6621)
• United States
26 Mar 09
yes yes opal.. back to the world of the living.. the loving.. and everything good in this world. im not "maybe happy" im happier than i have ever been in my entire life. love is much abound in all areas of my existance, my girls, myself, my friends, and my man.
@gemini_rose (16193)
21 Mar 09
Well I did not understand what had happened here so just had to go and look at your previous discussions to see what had happened to you. I have hardly spent any time at all here recently, just answering the odd discussion here and there so have lost track with lots. So I am so sorry, although by the look of things you have made it through and had the support of some good friends and I am glad for that and really glad to hear that you are okay. Take care xxxxxxxx
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@MsTickle (24962)
• Australia
22 Mar 09
I've been knocked down, kicked and stepped on more than once and left to pick myself up. No-one has ever helped me or been there for me...no God or friend, just my sick and tired and broken self. Good on you and I wish for you that all the best is yet to come. I miss you when you are away and think of you - it's great to hear from you.
@MsTickle (24962)
• Australia
22 Mar 09
Clever words you used there friend, reckon we could build a song around them...I can hear Willie Nelson singing to the crowd as I type.
@tessah (6621)
• United States
22 Mar 09
been there tickie.. but thankfully i have a very wonderful group of friends in my life this time around as well as a few Gods that seem to favor me a bit. life is good
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