What do you want to do right now?

I really want to have all my work done right now for my classes. I have so much be do that I don't really know where to start. I really just want to lazy about and do nothing but I know better than that. Like now, I should be working on an example lesson plan and working on a portfolio for one of my classes. Also trying to figure out how we can get an apartment this summer and survive with paying everything that we need. It's all too much.

I'd really like to not be doing a whole lot of anything right now. I'd rather be being lazy. I guess I kind of am being lazy, but I really should be doing a lot of other things. I'm a little behind on some school work right now but I've had so much to do the past few days that I've slacked or done the things that have been the most important things to do, leaving some things to sit on the back burner. I can't do everything all at once, I need to take some breaks for myself.

well right now , i just want to cry. i want to cry because , the person whom i loved the most in this world just ignored me , all the smiles that she gave with me were just fake.but i cant cry , actually i have totally forgotten how to cry ,so even if i try hard to cry no tears come out of my eyes.so it is a time when im felling too sad .

I have nothing much in my mind but to do mylotting and finish up all my outstanding friends post which I haven't touched for so long.

believe it or not, i actually want to take a hot shower