People come and go, leaving only the memory...
May 5, 2009 12:07pm CST
Finally I am gonna graduate next month, no more exams, no more thesis...however, i think it's about the time saying goodbye to all my friends here...some of them will go back to their own countries, some will stay here, some will go to other places...I 've already missed them! (I am doing a master in Europe.) To some extent, I am exited about the coming graduation since finally I get what i want, but honestly I feel so terrible whenever i think about leaving them... some say "this is way it goes right." well, if this is the right direction, we could grow old so lonely in the end... Anyway, for myself, i will go to other countries in the next couple of months, meet new people, new place...sometimes i lable myself as an adventurous person, dreaming to see the whole world, afraid of nothing...but sometimes, I feel really longly and scared since I don't even know when and where i can settle down...sometimes I just doubt whether I make the right decision, whether I should keep the dream my priority since i have to sacrifice a lot to keep focusing on it, such as, relationship...My friends tell me that I am kinda person who is so independent and free that no man can actually hold me or even grasp me...i must admit that it is ture, but it is also hurting me...