What period of your life do you mostly want to go back?

if there's a time when I wish I could go back when I was a child. when my papa still carry me on his shoulder. it's when I played all the out-door games without limitations. Back when i first had my pony tale look.. i really miss those times when I'm still young. but i should grow and life takes me to maturity stage.

I would love to go back in time to the point BEFORE I met my husband, (with all my memories intact) - and maybe I could go on life finally baing happy; and giving my kids a REAL chance at life!!!! I'm presently married to a self loathing, insecure, paranoid drunk - who has spent YEARS, (20 to be exact), accusing me of cheating on him, (NEVER happened. He has done everything in his power to keep my kids and me miserable, (and we have been); I can't be out of his sight for 5 minutes otherwise I'm cheating on him!!!! He has even told me that he's saving a bullet just for me!!!!!! My 2 older boys want to take him out; my oldest daughter had left because of him; and there is still my 2 younger kids. I want out, and so do my kids - but, I need a job that I can do from home in order to make some money and leave; after several months of looking that possibility has become an impossibility!!!! He keeps TRYING to keep me from using our vehicle, by pulling plugs out of the engine, letting air out of the tires, and so forth. I am NOT afraid of him - I have just had enough of him - a life time in fact!!! I'm tired of being miserable; He has stolen 20 yrs of my life - I'm 45 years old, and it's time for me to be happy before I die!!!! So I would love to go back in time to the point BEFORE I ever met my husband!!! This time I would do it right!!!!

I would like to go to childhood. I think childhood is one of the best time in a person's life. There are no tension, no pressure, no bills to pay, and one keep in contact with lots of friends and one can play all the time. I think we can really enjoy life during our childhood.

I would like to return to my school life. I think school life was the best part of my life and really enjoyed a lot in my school days as there were no tensions in those days.