Have you thought about "how you mess up so badly"?
June 15, 2009 4:26am CST
I was in the process of depression, and I always sat myself alone,and thinking through how myself mess up so badly. In financially, I did manage my money wisely, and ending up in big debt. Somehow, I just have to pay my credit cards back bit by bit. In relationship, I failed miserably. I thought that person will be the love of my life, eventually I just woke up from the cruel world. How do I end up some badly in such situations?
15 Jun 09
This is all the consequences of past events in your life and what happened had to happen so we cannot change so much all of a sudden, we can improve our situation but little by little not just in a day or two. I had to pay my fees and I failed because my boss was late in giving me my salary I kept asking him everytime but he says that he forgot. So I missed one whole year in my life. This is life, I cried, I implored, I was frustrated but I cannot do anything than wait for the one year while I can do something else too. I was happy in my relationship with my boyfriend till the day my parents come to know and till today I have to sleep on the sofa and buy my own food because thay do not approve my love with him. I cannot lose my family an I cannot ignore the love for 3 years with my boyfriend. I heard someone said that Time is the best healer so I am waiting. But I am still confident that I will win at last.